What should i do? pride/love?

As soon as i read te question i knew what i was going to write. You should never choose pride over love you will regret it! believe me. You should start off doing some cleanning then look for something else im sure there are other things to do out there maybe you could go to night school learn soemthing new.... i say go for the love! If you dont you could regret it later on ... good luck :)